爱自己多一点，疼自己多一些 :)

Long time no see err Haiya, midnight still blogging ah, haiya! 3:03am
最近叹的气还比吃的饭多，都是关于读书。因为来回麻烦的关系所以我已经在KL跟朋友住了大概有两个月多吧。跟室友住得还好？少少磨擦就一定跑不掉。不过我真的有点顶不顺两个人的行为，一个可以胃到把低库放在自己吃饭读书的桌子上，还要是还没洗的那种!!! 另一个就打机还比读书精神，还没按UNIFI的时候不知道是谁还教训人家说到雷公酱大声：“读书不是只为了pass,是一定要拿A”。会讲不会做讲了也没用，好不好？哪里知道按了过后夜夜不睡，半夜爬起身，早过上学时间起床都是因为那幼稚的Maple Story?! 都几岁人了？你19将近20啊大哥! 算了。为了以后的日子才没面对面跟你谈，费事每早都要对这一副臭脸，不过我也很希望你会看到我写的希望你反省。

至于我现在的状况，不至于良好也不至于恶劣。只是压力“蒸蒸日上”! 我开始有点后悔没进中六啊。可能我真的读不上，但至少我有了底去到学院都没有酱辛苦。可能我读得上，但怕政府派了我不想要的科给我，我大可以借钱进UTAR。啊!! 超后悔啊!!!! 真的真的好压力好累好累，目前五科里面得知三科顺利过关了，成绩都是刚刚好；大考都不知怎么好! 就只有两个月，我想了很多很多。我想过停学，我想过不如去做工赚钱好过读书浪费钱，我想过我真在浪费着青春时间金钱。房租，生活费，学费；有什么不是钱？如果读不成，就真的浪费很大很大很大笔的钱! 真得很后后后悔! 可是如果我现在放弃，我会被很多人看不起 尤其是亲戚。我会让我家人失望，让他们没面子 从小学到现在写作文都会说到：我不会爸妈失望，要做个有用的人，读好书赚很多的钱回来养他们，这就是他们最想要得到的生日礼物：I will not disappointed my parents, to be a useful people, to be a good student now andmake a fortune in my future, this is what birthday gift they want the most. 我做到吗？每天就只会喊后悔，but not going to do something to get ahead 跟刚才我说的废材又分别吗？
我需要时间 !

开学之前还真的忙到不得了，连续做了2个礼拜工Nonstop那种 工钱还鸡水酱多。连Orientationday都几乎去不了。可是去了也不就这样？到了开学weekend也有做，搞到哪里都没得去。真佩服自己半工读不放弃找钱的精神啊 :) 做Part time是没有什么压力啦，多数自己设个target自己给自己压力 罢了。还不错，认识了满多的朋友。
学院的朋友也不错 :)
不过我万万没想到，我活了18年 从来没跟朋友争吵过 她就是第一个 还是认识不久那种。她竟然还post我wall骂我咧？还说：“ If you are my friend ,you won't say bad word to me! ” 对没错，我就是已经生气到极点 直接在她面前骂起粗口来。想起真的有点对不起，不过道理在我这边 我可以很明确地说，我是对的! 从来没看多那么野蛮那么大小姐脾气的人，这故事一匹布长 还是我自己知道就好了。 :X

很抱歉我的米奇小子 无法出席你的‘干净’生日会 :( 就是因为你肮脏所以不敢去你家 :X
祝你生日愉快啦啦啦啦啦啦 通常在最衰的日子许的愿特别灵 所以你的愿望一定实现 :DD

I miss you guys, SERIOUSLY :')

How sweet xD


并不介意照片有多丑，因为都是回忆 <3


别人都很羡慕我们这一班 :)


我也很荣幸自己是读这一班 :')

我也想许个愿：
希望可以证明自己不是条废材

NAh ! I'm backed. Back from where? Back from my neighbour house. Why say so ? Because, once upon a time...my parents and my niece & nephew's parents, which means my cousins went to Japan on March 3th. They throw me to my neighbour house ,not allow i one person to stay at home.Lucky, they one step ahead back to Malaysia Buy Toto,buy 4D,buy horse :X i think you would know what i means.Close our hands,Pray for Japan Basically, i actually found my job. Then why you still like so free to blog here? Because of my mum la adoi :( She asked me don't work,because she want to go Japan. What a :S reason? Haiz.. it's prove i have no fate with job means next time i no need to work and i can be a rich wife I know she worried about me, but is too over lo :( I'm a teenager liao lo ah ma, i already didn't drink mamamilk for a very long time ago lo ah ma

But i didn't totally listen to my mum. I going out on Friday, March 4th to early celebrate Esther's birthday. I didn't send any gift to her, but i'm waiting my gift on September :P tonight i stayed at home alone

Gongheyfu*kchoy la woi O.o

Bakchilaitation


During this few days hor... NOW! I means sekarang!到了今天! I only realise a girl who i already know she for18 years. She DON'T KNOW HOW TO PAN FRIED EGG even is open the shell of egg OMFG. How shame is this AHAMDULILAWAHAI

Sunday night, J&B was keep called me and ask go CP1 yamcha. Yes, is CP1 -.-哪里来的，有得喝茶的咩？:S Oh, the next day of Sunday is Gary's birthday. Yes, people birthday again. Mickey said she will treat Gary watch movie wohhhhh, so today we are threesome :) We watched...

Is a true story. Really feel that this movie seems like up to 127hours lo. :Z But some people feel is an interesting film. Disgusting? I have no feeling -.-

Okay. I gonna say back February 26th. Today WE are going to Papparich for dining. Jordan promised to treat me and Ying ;) But............. The dude who called Jordan or Robin or Yeo Eng Guang, he has no paid then he runaway and back home already. But WE have not notice that he haven't pay-.- Afterwards, he sms come said he forget! madafaka? Ying was so mad, i already shot down the bill to be evidence. I remember i asked Ying: You need photostat few to do evidence mou? X)

February 28th were go to HongKam for dining -.- HongKam again, dining again:Z I hate to heard Oi你今天做么酱静哦？什么事哦？Did you all realise i have no any response or expression? Today i have no mood la friends. During the cam whore, i mostly forget those sadness. matafaka Joey, you know you make me think back those sadness matter? walaao. I remember you said : 哇，你拍照就没有事了喔! At the moment i feel i want to satu tumbuk bagi lu mati gaogao lo :( But all is over. Take care your wound la now ;)

How sweet we are :*

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Baba David Ng?
我没有去到周杰伦演唱会，我没有去，我没有去，我接受不到咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯咯 :'(